Very long no update le .. hhaa

Currently helping out in my parent's shop.. with an allowance of $30 a week .. haha

(The following is just my rambling... Just really feel like saying out..)
Today was the most horrible day .. My mother keep scolding me for every little thing.. like my clothes not nice, so ugly, saying I look like China people and then China people also bu ru.. Then in shop, keep saying see my face also sian, go out one time, character change liao.. (Even though I feel that is she who has changed).. Suddenly push one packet of med to me.. ask me to unpack.. So i did .. Then started scolding me say I dont know/not even willingly to help.. She only told me to unpack and nothing else.. but actually she wanted me to change 600g to 300g.. How can I know her implied meaning when she didnt even mention anything.. X[
Then she dont know why keep provoking my father.. My father finally burst and they quarrelled.. She say that it is all my fault that I cause them to quarrel.. Even though I did not talk much in the shop and I am not their topic of quarrel.. My father started kicking stuff, wanting to ease his anger and my mother keep saying sarcastic stuff..
After my father go out to deliver goods, my mother and I started working non-stop until 3pm.. Then she wanted to fix the wooden stick shelf from IKEA.. So I help to hold lo.. Not sure how to help so keep get scolding/nagging like help also dont know, I am a hindrance, go away and saying next time I go work surely cannot make it one and that I do not even know what I want (CORRECT! I dont know what I want.. I am staring to have no desire or dream at all .. That is why I can't perform to my max.).. Finally, she ask me go one side angrily.. but I suddenly cannot stand up (I am squating).. my left knee dont know why like slightly dislocated.. I cannot move.. I am so scare cause it is the same stituation as my right knee which I injure before.. My mother did not even say a word of concern.. and instead say I everything also ouch! ouch! ouch!.. want me to go away quickly.. Although I got scolded so many times previously, I did not really get angry or sad.. but at that time I really feel like crying, cause I really can't stand, it is not a normal ouch and nothing thing.. I am really scare and felt helpless.. However, I still forcefully stand up and there is a rather loud bone cracking sound I can feel inside me.. Anyway.. after a while, she still need my help after all .. Of course, she kept on her nagging..
She stopped when my father came back.. My father is still very angry, but my mother's mood like changed le.. She keep trying to make my father happy like wanting to bring him eat stuff that he likes.. She stopped scolding and nagging.. However, my father's face is totally black, nothing can please him.. Then, my mother's mood change again.. They started "cold war" and to make my dad angry.. My mother like forgot all about what she said to me and started being friendly all over to me.. Bring me go shopping, eat dim sum, buy shirt.. tell me what she feel..

=_=ll Haiz.. I am always standing on an edge of a cliff..

28 Mar - JJ's CONCERT!

I went to JJ's concert 2009. I tried recording the concert but the place where I am sitting, the sound is so LOUD! that it is beyond my mp3's limit .. haha
Maybe because of the sound that I dont really enjoy it much either.. More than half of the time I am ensuring that my heart didn't jump out.. =_=ll
And regretting not bringing camera.. haiz..

Somehow I feel that initially the concert is not really good .. until the middle part then I feel that JJ's voice is very nice.. hmm.. Well.. I am at a loss of words of what to say about the concert since I don't really feel anything special.. like the other time when I go Japan.. Wait too long until my excitement died off.. haiz .. wasted

After the concert ended on 1145pm.. H and I waited for Taxi at the Taxi stand.. Not really a lot of people waiting but somehow there isn't much taxi .. We decided to call for a cab.. Guess what? The person asked us to wait for 52 mins.. 52 mins.. It is like the taxi is coming from boon lay or Tuas to kallang.. In fact, it only took 30+ mins from boon lay to kallang..

But we have no choice.. So we decided to wait. We went to the toilet and waited for JJ at the carpark to come out XD .. hahah .. We saw JJ's parents.. They even waved to us in the car and say bye bye .. hehe ... Also, xu huan liang, lan bo, By2 and a lot of others .. After nearly 40 mins, JJ still did not come out ..

The taxi is coming soon, so we started walking back to the taxi stand.. Disappointed...
Suddenly, Someone is shouting.. JJ is out! .. haha.. We ran back again.. JJ got off the car and talk to his fan club (who are surrounding him).. I wanted to go and talk to him.. ARGH! If only if I am not sweaty and sticky.. The concert is sligtly warm and I perspire quite a bit .. Then feel like so dirty and smelly XD .. I am too self concious T.T

Well.. nvm.. I still get to see him quite near and heard him talking.. but it is rather dark there.. so his face is not clear .. =[ After a while, he got back to the car and went off.. Then, at last I saw him clearly when the car went pass us .. hehehe .. He is like eating something or what .. XD.. Yeeeah..