SIM

It has been a week since the start of the bridging course in SIM.
At first I thought we only study for:

Tue & Sat 830am to 1130am (BECONS) &
Wed & Fri 12noon to 3p.m (BMATH)

But ended up study from mon to sat 3 hours each.
Lucky my jap just ended on 20Jun. If not I wouldnt know what to do.

Bridging

Actually the speed of bridging is quite ok (Each lesson around 1 or less that 1 chapter taught) but then.. there are 3 econs in one week (tue, sat, mon/thur).. so 1 week 3 chapters , it is like u havent absorb what u just learn yesterday/the day before, it is already the next chapter..

Currently I am really seriously studying (Maybe half serious... going full serious soon) cause I really would like to have a nice photo of my family with my cert on my table.. Poly one is like I haven't wake up sia .. haiz (and my parents never participate in any of my school event b4 de.. except a compulsory sec 4 parent's meeting)

Also, since the start of my bridging I am quite disappointed with myself in math.
1. I have forgotten 98% of what I have learnt
2. I can't do as fast as like I used to
3. My mental calculations are really horrible
4. My mind like rusty liao

Especially today when doing differentiation.. I am such a noob.. All the formulae have disappeared from the back of my head.. Stuck and I gave up.. Wait for answer. Although once I know the formula, I can solve it (but who cant =_=ll)

For the first time I am really frustrated with myself regarding maths.. I hate myself..!
I guess I slacked too much in poly liao... (in my life until now, poly is REALLY plain - no ccas, no competitions, not prefect, no academic achievements, no awards, no participate sport days, no learn extra stuffs, no study seriously)

Since I slack 3 years le, time to "work" for the 2 years le... Joanna is "reviving!" (I guess)
But I have slept each and every lectures without fail for both math and econs.

Jap

I got back my jap exam results on last monday 22jun I guess.. I am really very happy of the results.
Oral: Full marks (I think almost everyone full.. Too easy le XD)
Listening + Written: 98/100

I wonder where I made mistakes .. Why cant we get back the papers. =[
How can we learn better if we do not know our mistakes...

We are supposed to receive a cert from the sch itself.. Somehow no news about it .. =S

It is getting really rusty here.. I doubt any people come here anymore...

But SERIOUSLY I can't find anything interesting to do...
(Although I have Jap exam next Sat but feels like no need to study liao since I study ALMOST everytime I am free.)

so...
NO game to play
NO baking (no EGGS ! haiz)
NO drama/anime to watch
NO friend to call or go out with (They are not active, like me)
NO family to go out with (I guess better not.. I will only be more tired)
NO BF (Wish to have one .. But maybe not. Troublesome?)
Of course normal weekdays got work but finally weekend liao yet can't find anything to do..

And ended up here..