Today my mother called me wake up at 9 to go to the NTU talk.. but I always drag 30 mins and ended up reaching Suntec city convention at 1145am..

So I missed the Accountancy talk.. But hm told me that lucky i missed cause they didn't say much.. haha

Anyway when I reached there, so many helpers sia and everyone pushing brochures into my hands.. and I got free foolscap and a packet of 3 in 1 coffee haha .. I waited outside until 12 for the financial assistances talk..

When the accountancy talk ended and people came out, there are so many people I know haha.. for example edward, yi hong, xian hui etc..
Then I go meet ry and hm, wh leave as soon as i reach.. and then weirdly SQ is behind me with her *ahem* hahah ...

Somehow the first 30 mins of the talk is very engineering and talk a lot about NTU.. like semester schedule, holidays, requirements...

There is one requirement that is to get a min B4 for O lvl eng.. At first I felt relieve cause I tot I got B4.. But when I reached home and checked, I got C5 T.T
That means if I wanna go NTU, I have to take a Qualifying English test.. sian..
Interview already not sure can pass ma, now got additional eng test (my weakest subject).. haiz..


Then when I tell my mother NTU sch reopen in Aug, she asked me to go back to the APT office there to work temp.. to gain more experience.. I immediately sian diao.. It is not that I am afraid to ask.. It is I am afraid to go back there.. I fear having to speak to client, the tense atmosphere around my manager (Although I dont feel it there but when I reach home, I will immediately break down.. haha .. stress..), the uncertainty of what is going to happen next and making mistakes.. Not that I make lots of mistakes, instead it is the opposite.. I rarely make mistakes during APT but I am always clumsy and will make mistakes when I least expect.. Ok.. I am scare of being scolded and not meeting others' requirements

(Think is because of my mother..)
she always scold me for every little things, my manners, my meaningless phrase like when I tell her, "stop telling me your weight" (she really dont have to tell me everytime she weight herself - it is irritating), my cold jokes (she can't tell it is one) etc etc... So actually I have a lot of "not to do" things to rmb..
I remember the thing she hate most is people not listening to what she say and dont reply.. Although she often don't reply me, she will always say I too soft or any excuse.. smile smile/ scold me and end already...
If is me no reply her (Really didnt hear or dont really feel like answering-gossips kind), no matter what I say will also make her angry... laugh and she will get more mad... Then, she will stop talking to me.. If i talk to her during this period, she wont say anything/either stare at me or dont look etc etc...
Hahah I ended up complaining..
Conclusion: Resulted in me being afraid of people scolding me especially those of higher authority.. cause I dont know how to handle it..

Continue....
In other words, I lack courage.. So I somehow very envy ruru.. Cause as long as she receive $$ she dont mind anything.. Or rather she is not scare of what I scare.. haiz...

What should I do?

Although I said will blog later as in a few days later.. but somehow this year starts not so good...

Oldest Aunty Part
in Chu Xi, my aunty stayed over ah ma house but whole night got disturbed by my ah ma and ended up didn't sleep well and headache.. Plus Chu 2 my ah ma tot my uncle (she dote most) not coming and did not cook anything for lunch and dinner (she only cooks if he come).. In the end He did come la but that is not important.. The thing is 20+ people hungry for whole afternoon... So my aunty even more angry and did not stay much for the 3 days...

Mother Part
Same thing angry with no lunch and dinner thing.. Decided to treat pizza hut.. Ordered 6 Large box $136+ (no promo) .. Of course everyone eat very happy (5+pm).. My ah ma suddenly decide to cook.. (6+pm) but everyone too full.. Not much people eat.. Ah ma angry plus she naughty, dont wanna eat her medicine.. Quarrel with my mother ... Haiz =_=ll

Addition: My 2nd bro brought his GF on chu 1 to my ah ma house.. send her home at 10.30pm (she live tampines and my ah ma house in bkt batok).. Everything end at 12+ and he still not back with car.. Have to ma fan my cousin drive up drive down.. Mother more angry..

Brothers Part
Lose money .. hahha

Overall 1 yr see 1 time relatives
Not much of them come to ah ma house this time.. Seems like a few quarrelled and divorced, one got married overseas and pregnant (Parents flew over to take care).. One came on Chu 2 cause too busy.. And she exprienced a weird thing.. Her son's friend (Female) got dumped by her husband with 2 sons.. That mother left her sons with my relative for 3 months care cause not free... Suddenly she claimed that she dont want them anymore and will give my relative $200 per month for milk powder fees if she is willing to adopt them.. if not shd be go orphanage.. of course she adopt.. But anyway my hong bao shrink about 40%.. haiz.. A quiet new year...

Ah ma Part
Got police come cause they say people complained we too noisy on Chu Xi (On TV too loud).. but the weird thing is We didnt even on TV, no kids are playing and that all are quietly playing cards or mahjong only...

Friend's Part
Seems like there is no sec sch meeting sian.. and my friend is like so troubled by her love life, haiz.. draggy.. dont like break, like dont break.. it is not that hard.. See u like that I sad lei.. cause u should not be someone who is so .... Draggy.. ?

My own part
Hong Bao shrink (Add up buy printer toner liao), nothing to do cause I dont wanna play cards yet cannot do homework, projects, play game or study, CNY too quiet pass by, Too many sad stuff.. etc etc...
Tomorrow ("today" wed to fri) have to go school by myself.. dont know can wake up ma...
NOT ENOUGH SLEEP!
Only happy is saw a lot shuai ge when go bai bai ... LOL! haha....

will blog CNY stuff soon....



hopefully..

Last night I played rune factory 2 on my ds, when I am about to save the game and go to bed (I playing on my bed) I ... FELL ASLEEP without knowing! I dont know how I take my specs off de lo.. luckily my ds did not fell off the bed and that i did not crush it (cause whole night I sleep same position, no move at all XD)

I did not save my game and that my ds is on until battery die out .. T.T
However, when I woke up I tot I saved the game haha (Guess I saved in my dream but it is so realistic...)



Just feel like posting... (GAMEs Stuffs)

Somehow i tot that playing adventure RPG on my DS is not fun.. like graphic not very nice or that the storyline will be very crappy cause the game space cannot be very big like CDs...

Yesterday finally decided to play rune factory 2 on my ds...
Rune factory 2. It is like Harvest moon (HM)+ adventure
I quite like it.. cause got the usual HM functions like chasing gals -> get married -> have babies (I like dating simulations - not those artistics de, dont know why.. Dont tell me to look for bf instead of playing fake ones, I heard too many times already), building relationships, events, festivals, cooking... & OF COURSE i LOVE THEIR GREAT/COLOURFUL GRAPHICS =D

Also, there is rearing animals- petting, feeding (monster in this case), growing crops etc..

What is different is the adventure... It make it more addictive than the original HM cause usually in HM u keep watering, mining, fishing .. we always repeat what we do everyday and thus, it will get bored someday..
Now, without upgrading tools we can already water (or whatever tools) the 3X3 fieldwith a bit RP (rune point I think- something like MP), there is little quest given by the villagers (they will reward u when complete), kill monsters (increase stat) and many more (only played for 1 hour so still not familiar)

Something I dont like is that u cannot click the dialogs to make it go very fast.. as in if u replay/ forgot to save, u will have to wait for it come out slowly...

But overall it is a good game up until now.. =D
I love Natsume games like previously the princess debut and all the HM series also very fun


There is another game "Children of mana" that I wanted to play.. it belongs to the Mana series..
I have only played "Legend of mana" on PS1 though... That is when I loved the game, the design and everything.. It is an interesting game..
but somehow it seems like the Mana series, is not very popular after the 3rd game... And I read a lot of reviews saying that children of mana is not very fun or something like that..
Anyway I checked out youtube for player's game video, it seems very fun but the graphics is like not so good...

Will still give it a try.. =D
However, I don't think I will try Hero of Mana.. dont really like the character/graphic designs..
The style seems more western instead of jap.. (Sorry I am picky) and the graphic is really bad I heard so it dont interest me.. (Just my opinion but I never even play once so cannot take my opinion as a review of the game, it is not fair to those who used hardwork in producing the game)

Quite a lot happened this weekend

Firstly on Saturday, after being forced to wake up at 1130, Have to clean my room and stuff until 5pm... Even though I planned to do my tutorial... Ended up didnt do anything..
My mother have a serious health problem on sat... dont know counted as what. something that is similar to food poisoning... keep vomiting, feeling cold, waist ache etc etc

But she still can pull me to JP and shop for clothes XD hahaha
Of course she give up only after like 1 hour of shopping cause too pain le

Whole day I am like her private nurse.. help her massage, medicine, water, call my dad etc..

Then on Sunday 11+ am I am awoke by a shock... That my eldest bro has caught in a car accident..
Apparently his friend's car suddenly lost control and they crashed into a lamp post... His friend did not have any injury but the car is so damaged that it is impossible to repair... And lucky my brother only dislocated his left arm I think.. Nothing too serious...

But when he took Xray in hospital, they say that there isn't anything wrong, gave him painkillers and a 2days MC only.. How can a dislocation be cured by painkillers??? =_=ll

So my father brought him to chinese med doc.. He fixed it back for $55 (includ. a $5 discount for not screaming and cursing like my 2nd bro... hahaha XP)

Just thinking about dislocation make me dizzy... rmb my right leg that time also dislocated...
I tot that I am going to lose my leg for good and kept crying..

Hiaz .. .ok dont think liao.... -_-

Sometimes being too fortunate, bad luck follows....

Tomorrow having AFA presentation (I am only standing in the BG though), have to wear long-sleeve formal T...

So i decided to be guai one time, prepare for my clothes before sleep so that tomorrow will not be so rush... But somehow I cannot find my one and only pink long sleeve T... From 1130pm till 1230am, I like ransack the whole house... Even look into my bros' & parent cupboards but just could not find it..

Then suddenly remember that previously I got clear my clothes, so that all unwanted ones will be sent to my "relatives" in Philippines.. I might have accidentally group my T together with the unwanted ones....

Sian.. Dont know what to do... Look at MSN friend list...

Thought of asking help but a bit too late cause need it tmr morning, cannot ask my BEST friend... Lucky SQ can lend me..! THANK YOU THANK YOU... U r my saver .... Really... Have to trouble her go sch at 8.45am tomorrow a bit ps...
And I should be able to fit in her T ba...... So tomorrow I will be black black.. First time..

If cannot fit I also don't know how liao.. I MIA? But I wanna know my AFA results...

Find until very tired, previous excitement wear off le... In less than one day =_=ll
Can sleep liao...

YEAH YEAH YEAH!

I going to JJ's 28 March concert in Singapore Indoor Stadium!!
Kinda shock when my mother let me go... WEEE!
Because I only randomly suggested to my mother when I see the Ad on TV...
Still feeling very excited and happy.. =D
Cause it is my first time to go to a concert (and the 1st is JJ.. hehe) and the first time going with my BEST friend and the first time I will be seeing JJ in person... AND my first time sitting in front.... *drool*
Somehow, cannot believe it...

I am getting more and more excited.. HOW TO SLEEP TONIGHT!

OK! I AM GOING TO STUDY MORE HARD.. and then listen at peace to his concert without regretting how i do for exam... hahaha..
IT is a super rare chance for me...! Have to absorb everything he sings...
OK sounding more and more weird... =_=ll

Oh ya... Have to save money too for chalet... impossible to ask from my mother liao since she loan me money to buy 2 tickets =D


(Hopefully my excitment wont die down... since have to wait like 2months+... 去喜欢的地方 不兴奋的话 然后又贵 是很对不起自己的 cannot let history repeat again like when I waited 5 months to go Japan, I dont feel excited at all and missed a lot of things..)

Holiday end liao, still slacking, as always.. First week tutorial didn't do in holiday. Haiz... regret a bit...
Then today got back CLAW and TAX2.... I PASSED YEAH! UNEXPECTED for CLAW though....

I really quite sure I will fail CLAW and AUDIT before.. Now left Audit.. The possibility of failing increase when Mr Lee say got 21/22 people fail.. Sian

During holidays, I go 拜拜 and promised that I will study hard if I pass all my common test.. Wah.. Hopefully will pass sia... but I know this is lin shi bao fo jiao... hahaha =_=ll

Tomorrow will get back le... Doki Doki.... X[

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During Sunday as usual go my ah ma house, my cousin accidentally kicked my leg.. (is slip pass that kind) Then she say my legs very smooth hahah XP So funny... and I tot mine is one of the most dry haha =_=ll

Ok.. End up her more dry than me.. That's why XD
But like so shuan cause since young my mother only say my skin like snake, first time people say smooth... XD

hehhee...